I was born in 1970 in the former socialist Czechoslovakia,
two years after the Russian tanks put an end to a slowly improving life
for millions of Czechs and Slovaks. The idea of reformed socialism, a
new regime "with a human face" was quickly put to sleep and
a dull grayness covered the land. An ice age came again.
There was no unemployment, medicare and schooling were free to everybody
and the cost of living was low. There was no freedom either, but for many
years I didn't notice.
My first memory of myself as an artist in the true sense of the word
is when I am about five years old. I am taken to a psychologist to get
evaluated to see if I could start elementary school a year earlier than
usual. I am asked to draw any picture I want. The psychologist is watching
me closely and I make sure my drawing is very clear. Finally, I hold the
drawing up for her. It is a boy pissing in the grass.
"Why did you draw a peeing boy?" she asks.
I look at her. What a silly question to ask. "Because he really needed
to go. It couldn't wait."
I passed the test and it must have been because of my drawing skills...
I was immediately enrolled in the after-school art program. Most of our
art topics revolved around how we imagined life in the Soviet Union and
events from the relatively short communist history. I remember winning
one painting competition where I painted people walking in the park on
Sunday afternoon. The teacher creatively renamed it "Picking tea
in Gruzia."
My high-school years were spent at a boarding school for talented kids,
studying the restoration of old paintings. The art school was run by a
socialist bureaucrat, but all of the art subjects were taught by established
contemporary artists. The training was strictly academic, there was no
room for imagination. We were true apprentices with possible potential
but assumed to know nothing.
The idea of climbing scaffoldings in old churches and palaces across
Europe to restore old masterpieces was mesmerizing. I believed I had all
it took: talent, patience, endurance, and all the right instincts. All
but a suitable background. The socialist regime was not very supportive
of providing higher education to the children of the intelligentsia. And
definitely not for those who were not members of the Communist party.
I decided to try anyway. The world was mine to take. A year before my
attempting to pass the weeklong exams to enter the Art Academy, I started
taking private art lessons at Mr. Hegyesi's studio. He was (and still
is) a well-established Slovak painter. I learned more about art working
with him in that one year than during my entire previous training. He
made me the artist I am today, teaching me not to believe my eyes, since
drawing is cheating. It is transferring our three-dimensional world onto
two-dimensional paper. He would drown me with detailed studies of things,
people, landscapes, until he felt I had mastered the basics. Only then
could I get creative and try to develop my own style.
Needless to say, I was not accepted at the Academy and my whole world
collapsed. There would never be any scaffoldings for me to climb. What
else was there? The only university that would accept me was the Technical
University of Kosice, where a department of industrial design had just
been opened. I didn't have much desire to study design, but it was a better
option than becoming a window washer. After six years of studying mechanical
engineering and art, I was ready to face the world. In the meantime the
Velvet Revolution had happened, then Czechoslovakia split into two countries,
the world was chaos and nobody really needed designers. So I took up graphic
design - it was my natural inclination anyway. I worked as a freelancer
for various companies in Slovakia and Switzerland, finally moving to the
U.S. where I continue my freelance work, learning more every day. As the
great art critic Gombrich said: "One never finishes learning about
art. There are always new things to discover."
I am pleased to welcome you to my world of art.
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